Year ENd

Depressing... Frustrated... 

Arggggg.. I just want these feeling get rid of me. 

I'm sick with this... 

Really make me emo.... 

I just want happily go through all my day... 

but why seems like so hard... 

I not manage to get what I want... 

I not sound myself demanding... 

But, I just want whats belongs to me... 

U know... I hate being ignore.. 

I hate those feeling.... 

I dont like be lonely... 

but, why u guys will make me feel so.... 

Sigh... :( 

I just want caring... As I care u guys as my important person... 

but... it seems not like what I think. 

Should not expect much.. I know that... 

Accept everything that comes to me... 

I do agree " what goes around, comes around".. 

but... For me.. it does not happen... 

Good Try... 

I hope next year will be fine for me.. 

At least a good beginning and brand new year for me... 

As I dont like myself passive.. 

Is demotivated. 

I should find something to motivate me.. 

Make my wildness comes to me... 

Light up my life... 

-XOXO-